I am always dealing with deadlines, whether it is end of month reports, letting friends know when to make plans, ordering pizza before they close (happens more then you would think) deadlines drive a lot of my life and the lives of others. I keep thinking about my big deadline that is looming, how long before proposing before Jayme gets anxious about the situation.

It has been over a year of solid dating and living together for over 9 months. I don’t want it to feel like waiting for waiting sake, but it would be nice to get our future move all locked in place. Have a set plan. But then I catch myself wondering, why? why do I need to wait for some deadline to pass before I do what I want to? I have no doubts about it happening  or on the plan we have figured out.

Jayme is it, she has found a way to be everything at once, meet my needs, my expectations, all while handling my flaws. I am at peace when I am with her but also excited at the same time. There is no deadline to meet before making this decision, I think it might be time to set the plan in motion, to start the actual coordinating and details of presenting with Jayme the only thing I can to show my appreciation for her love, all of me.

Life upcoming will be made sweeter and fuller with my forever partner.