So the election did not go the direction we wanted it to. Our hopes for a progressive and inclusive America might have to wait a bit longer, But who knows maybe Trump will surprise us all and soften some of those hardline positions.  As the results were coming in I became more and more defeated, scared, sad, fearful. We went to bed before the election was called, it was a hard moment to stomach. I was still feeling all those emotions, but could tell that Jayme was shaken as well. She needed me to be strong for her in that moment, so I did what I was supposed to, I was for her what she has been for me so many other times. I was her rock. I did not waiver, I was positive, held up the lantern (which was discussed in the previous post) and I supported the woman I loved when she needed me.

I learned a lot about myself and our relationship that night. Something happened beyond our control, something that was bigger then we could imagine. we did not allow it to define us or control our feelings. Instead we continued to lean inwards, even more then usual. I know for 100% certainty that this is the woman I want to go through each and every shitty situation with. She will always be there to help me trudge through whatever comes our way. Jayme is my life, she will continue to be for all my days. I relish the thought of forever with her. Staring at the mural of photos I am looking at. She truly embodies what it means to be a life partner. I will stand by her side, and she by mine, our love will shine like a pillar of light no matter how dark the days get. Our love will never fade or falter, for it is powered by love, the strongest force of them all.