Music is a universal thing that can convey emotions and invoke feelings that we didn’t know were there. This is true for me about Jayme. Sometimes there are songs that come on the radio, or over Spotify that hit me so strongly in the right moment that each note hits with such a weight that tears a squeezed from my eyes involuntarily. The waves of feelingss pulse through me and I need to express or pass those feelings on to Jayme. But today I decided to save this one for the blog.
Driving to work today I kept thinking about the future (a common occurrence) and wondering what it will look like in actuality. I was struggling and then in an instant all of it cleared up with this song.
Break on me, even if the words are meant for something different for you, drew a picture in my head of Jayme standing in a country kitchen, something on the stove she was making, holding our first child in her arms, calmly controlling the world around her. She was so full of grace, strength, and beauty. It brought me such indescribably joy, to see my current amazing girlfriend as the future mother of my children.
Now I can add this song to a long list of ones that have more then a surface meaning. I am grateful for this ever expanding index of love inducing songs. I cannot wait to discover the next one.